I had such a horrible pregnancy. I was in pain, miserable and had a lot of problems. I was unhappy for about 95% of it and that is not an exageration! However I am now having a lot of difficulty adjusting to life not being pregnant. Please don't get me wrong, I LOVE being a mummy and Aimee means so much more to me than life itself. I feel physically sick sometimes when I think of not being pregnant anymore. Maybe it is the closeness I had with Aimee and I miss it? I don't know. I haven't been on the forums is a couple of weeks due to this. I haven't been able to do much as it is affecting my everyday life. I am too scared to tell Ewan incase he thinks I am crazy. I just feel utterly miserable.