Sorry, just wanting a bit of a grump really.
Brian has only been away for a week and a half but I am missing him so much this trip. I usually miss him, but this time I just feel so lonely.
I don't know if it's cause when he was home my inlaws were here so didnt really have any alone time, or if it's cause he is now out of Trinidad and working in the jungles in Suriname and he has no phone connection
I manage to get emails every view days - but it's not the same as his voice.... when he emailed to say he was now in Suriname - I didn't even know where it was - I had to google it!
So much has gone wrong since he has gone away this trip, my family are arguing with each other and I am the one in the middle, stuff in the house has broke down (and if it wasnt for my neighbour I would have been stuck!)
I love Brian so much - this is probably really sad to admit but the last two nights once Arianna has been in bed I have sat and cried watching our wedding DVD
Sorry for the long, moany post - no need to reply, just wanted to get it out in the open!
Brian has only been away for a week and a half but I am missing him so much this trip. I usually miss him, but this time I just feel so lonely.
I don't know if it's cause when he was home my inlaws were here so didnt really have any alone time, or if it's cause he is now out of Trinidad and working in the jungles in Suriname and he has no phone connection
I manage to get emails every view days - but it's not the same as his voice.... when he emailed to say he was now in Suriname - I didn't even know where it was - I had to google it!
So much has gone wrong since he has gone away this trip, my family are arguing with each other and I am the one in the middle, stuff in the house has broke down (and if it wasnt for my neighbour I would have been stuck!)
I love Brian so much - this is probably really sad to admit but the last two nights once Arianna has been in bed I have sat and cried watching our wedding DVD
Sorry for the long, moany post - no need to reply, just wanted to get it out in the open!