I feel really silly for posting this as i know some people arent as fortunate as me being pregnant. I feel very low at the moment so I am not enjoying my pregnancy. I have been involved with horses for many many years and when I found out I was pregnant I had a horse and always said that I would not ride as you never know what could happen. Well my horsey was quite an athletic boy and I felt it was unfair to keep him just to be turned out in a field everyday. Anyway I sold him nearly a month ago and since then I have felt like my left arm has been cut off and feel abit resentful about the pregnancy as it has been such a big part of my life - horses. I feel like my body is being taken over as I have always been a petite slim person and now I feel like a wobby jelly belly with uncontrollable hormones. I am literally up and down with my moods and my poor husband now comes in from work and asks ' do you like me today'. I have my 20 week scan in one weeks time 13/03 and I hope that everythihng is ok and I am abit excited to find out the sex. How can I feel more positive with my pregnancy? I desperately want to buy another horse already but am worried I will be super duper tiried in 3rd trimester and very busy with a new baby???