I cant stop thinking about..

[x-kirsty-x]

...the day after me and OH got together when he went out without me, got pissed and kissed someone else

I dunno whats wrong with me...it was years ago but now with my hormones all over the place I keep thinking he's up to something constantly.

He hasnt got time to cheat on me and he's done nothing to give me reason to be suspicious but I think if he did it once all them years ago he'll do it again

What really pisses me off is how I keep picturing him kissing her, I cant get the image out my head and although its all in the past I still hate him for doing it to me.

 

[Emmylou]

Awww sweetie.....the only offer of advice I can make....is that when he kissed her all those years ago, it was too soon for him to have realised that you were the one. There would not have been love involved at that stage. I truly beleive that it is love for a partner that prevents them looking elsewhere for affection and attention.

If it was a long time ago, then it is water under the bridge for him, but you need to work through it, pushing it out of your mind just keeps it for a later date.....maybe just try to have a rational conversation with him, explain that you are feeling emotional and vulnerable, and that you keep remembering this happening, and that you love him more than anything and that is why it is painful to imagine him being with someone else and that ou trust him but need reassurance that it was a dumb mistake that happened before the love came.

Maybe just having that conversation, and some reassurance from your OH will make you feel better.

Hope you feel better soon princess

 

[Redshoes]

Great support there Emmylou, I think your words are very true and loving. I really hope you do move past these feelings that are upsetting you soon kirsty

Best Wishes