catswiskers
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I had a mc in the early hours of this morning at 12 weeks 5 days along.
when I got my bfp it wasn't a shock because we had planned for this baby, after the death of our son just over a year ago we thought a baby would be like a light at the end of a tunnel for us and our 3 kids.
right from the start I've just had this feeling that something would go wrong.
my husband thought I was just being paranoid after losing our son.
I hardly had any symptoms at all but I saw the baby and its little hb at a 7 week scan so assumed everything was ok.
yesterday morning I woke up with a sharp stabbing pain in my stomach but carried on as normal choosing to ignore it not even telling my husband.
by the afternoon I was now lightly spotting but still kept it to myself.
by early evening the bleeding had got much heavier and the pains were now coming in waves similar to contractions so I finally told my hubby and I went to a&e where they said I couldn't be scanned until morning so I went home.
about an hour later I went to the loo to change my pad and the bleeding was now extremely heavy it had soaked through.
As I stood up to get off the toilet the baby fell out onto the toilet seat and just like that the pregnancy was over.
the grief for my son is still numbing and now this has happened.
when I got my bfp it wasn't a shock because we had planned for this baby, after the death of our son just over a year ago we thought a baby would be like a light at the end of a tunnel for us and our 3 kids.
right from the start I've just had this feeling that something would go wrong.
my husband thought I was just being paranoid after losing our son.
I hardly had any symptoms at all but I saw the baby and its little hb at a 7 week scan so assumed everything was ok.
yesterday morning I woke up with a sharp stabbing pain in my stomach but carried on as normal choosing to ignore it not even telling my husband.
by the afternoon I was now lightly spotting but still kept it to myself.
by early evening the bleeding had got much heavier and the pains were now coming in waves similar to contractions so I finally told my hubby and I went to a&e where they said I couldn't be scanned until morning so I went home.
about an hour later I went to the loo to change my pad and the bleeding was now extremely heavy it had soaked through.
As I stood up to get off the toilet the baby fell out onto the toilet seat and just like that the pregnancy was over.
the grief for my son is still numbing and now this has happened.
Words can never explain. Xx
thinking of you xxx
