:( i am so emotional :(

[Sarah&Braydon]

i am here for a moan as if i say summit at home every1 says u got it easy or dont be so silly

braydon has decided not to sleep all nite anymore like he was he now likes to get up at least twice during the nite and is not getting better wen i try to get him back to sleep, everyone keeps saying you have to let him cry for a little while which i could do with a tiny bit of crying myself but it is in the middle of the nite and my family are all asleep so if he is screaming everyone will be having a go at me and that will make me feel worse.

also i am going back to work this week and the idea of it makes me cry 2-3 times a day i am going to be terrible i hate the idea of it so much also the fact i HAVE to leave B with strangers once week really isnt helping, i left him at nursery for 1 hour the other day spent half of it in tears and the other half on the phone to nursery - so how am i going to be wen i cant cry as i am at work and i cant ring to check that he is ok - i am crying again at the thought of it..

AMY i know you are going to college which i am hoping to do in september - wot course r u doing - also do u get any more benifits for being in education apart from income support just as i am going back to work with working and child tax credits and other benifit i will be getting close to £900 a month and want to know if it will be viasble to go back to college

sorry for going on every1
lots of love sarah and braydon

 

[amyknight88]

awwww sweetie *Hugs*

yeah i do know how you feel. i know im not starting back until April but just the thought of it bring a tear to my eye. Im under 19 so im entitled to EMA which will be £30 a week and then £100 bonuses three times a year. There are extra financial help for people over 19 like child care, travel, exams etc. Speak to the welfare officers at the college you go to and see what youre entitled to.
As carey is going to be in the nursery at my college i can go see him inbetween lessons, breaks and dinners so im not in the same situation as you really. ill come live with you and have braydon for ya
please please please dont get so upset about it babe i know thats harder said than done but going out and earning a wage is helping braydon in the long run, it will be so hard at first but im sure you will get used to it hunnie, what times and days will you be working?
Weekends will be soo much more precious to you when you start back at work and every little bit of time you get to spend with him will also be precious.
I dont know about you but i really tire myself out when i cry a lot and if your crying loads about this and braydon is keeping you up in the night your going to be feeling knackered so things are probaly seaming a lot worse.
Always here if you need to talk

 

[Sarah&Braydon]

i am working on sundays, wednesdays and 1 spare day. you havent got long to move down here lol. ur link aint working by the way lol

i hadnt thought about that with the college thing lol typical blonde!! ur rite all the crying aint doing any good but i cant help it i dont think i hve ever cried this much mum is starting to think i am getting depressed - thought i was doing to good at the beginning

how is carey
and all the other kids
lots of love S n B

 

[amyknight88]

once you get into the routine you might find it more of a break to get away from the house rather than looking at it as leaving B. Think of the positives too like i said getting a break - socialising - earning money and then the thought of seeing B after a hard day at work will be lovely

Oh damn it isnt is it Troy did it for me, ill have to get him to sort it out

Careys fine thanks, getting so big!

 

[Sarah&Braydon]

typical men lol

i know B is so big now he isnt a baby nemore and is getting so independent wants to hold his bottle etc him self also it is a full time job trying to occupy him as he always wants to play with something else

how are everyone else

love sarah and B

 

[willow1010]

awwwwwwww sarah!!!!!!! me n bump r both ok thnx!

hope u n b n amy n carey r ok?
love xx willow xx