Hi there, Im 23 years old and this is my 1st pregnancy. I 33 weeks now and have absolutely HATED pregnancy from the start. At first it was the sickness and mood swings that got to me, I thought it was hormones and kept using them as an excuse for the horrible frustrating things that I would say to my husband or family & friends. But now I'm 7 months and I've really hit down to rock bottom, It started to get really bad in September when nothing seemed to cheer me up anymore & if it did I would start crying after laughing thinking to myself why am I laughing?. It sounds so weird but I really don't know how to deal with my emotions anymore, I've always been a person who's in control, after getting married 2 years ago I feel everything has gone downhill, I keep arguing with my husband and I really think its breaking us apart (It doesn't help when u have a husband who txt dirty messages to other woman and thinks it's acceptable either) it's like everyone around me is thinking the pains of pregnancy is normal and I'm over reacting but I 'm so terrified of giving birth & not trusting my husband. Is this normal?