Hi everyone I posted in the TTC bit so I'll give a bit of background here. I was on this forum around 4/5 years ago. My daughter is 4 years old and I got pregnant April 2014 (both conceived within one month!). Went back on the pill for a bit and have TTC for 9 months now and I've hit a bit of a low point. I'm 26, hubby is 28 both normal and healthy. I've had scans and smears etc, all normal. Hubby sees a different doctor and he won't do any tests as he's not 30+. So anyway, month 9 currently in TWW. I'm about 5/6 DPO. We used pre seed for the first time this cycle as I don't seem to lose a lot (or any...) EWCM. I'm at the stage now when whenever I get a symptoms I'm just like "oh don't be stupid AF will still turn up as always" but I'm trying my hardest to stay positive as I know I won't help myself by getting stressed. So Symptoms have been very odd for me. Very obvious and noticeable. - cramps - a bit like AF but more area specific and occasionally sharp twinges in the tummy and low down - indigestion - I never ever suffer with indigestion. I've got it now quite badly relally burpy with tummy ache and feeling sicky - bloated, heavy feeling in my tummy - waking up throughout the night desperate to pee - fatigue, this one may not be a symptom as such. I work full time and take care of my daughter (usually, by myself as hubby is away a lot with work) - irritable and tearful. Usually only get this right before and during the first days of AF. Everything is annoying me! Then find I want to cry haha That's about it for now. Where's the line between staying optimistic without getting your hopes too high?