We are finally on the home stretch only 11 weeks to go and I am so fed up today! I feel like there is so much to do but my body just won't let me do it. I have SPD and a rotated pelvis which hurts a lot and paracetamol just doesn't touch it! Standing up hurts so much and I have 11 weeks to go. I feel I would benefit from more physio but my physio only works 2 days a week so each appointment is 8 weeks apart. She keeps saying I should get a massage but who can afford a massage! I was promised acupuncture but physio is busy to do it now! Everything seems to be going wrong at the min. My physio can't get my pelvis level, Iv been found to have strep b, I am completely confused as to what is best for the birth of this baby and to top things off I have abdominal separation! Hubby really isn't helping! He keeps talking of a "next time" and he wants to try for a boy! He says he is just joking but when I said I want to be sterilised he made a big fuss about wanting more kids in the future. The midwife asked what is my plans were for after and when I said I want my tubes tied he made a fuss again! Even after the midwife said he can't expect me to go though this again. He just shrugged and said he wants his boy! I am really sad that this is my last pregnancy but it's something I need to do! I am physically not able to do it again! The more he mentions about his boy and next time, it makes me feel like a complete failure and less of a woman. How dare I give his two beautiful daughters!