Yesterday i went shopping for the day with my mum, i know Benjamin is still just over 2 weeks thats why i didnt go overboard on buying new clothes, just a few new tops and a couple of pair of jeans so i dont have to wear my maternity ones anymore! I also had my hair done, a complete restyle ( i kept my length ) but had it made real trendy and choppy, so now i have trendy hair some nice new clothes and i'm still moaning........ i still feel fat and a frump, like im 6 months pregnant and my belly will never ever be the same again, i just guessed i would be as lucky as i was with H and be back into the skinny jeans..... Since having Benjamin aswell, i keep telling Lee that i will never be the same and asking if he will leave me now i have a jelly belly. I know this i s crazy and he gets fed up with telling me how attractive he finds me and that he would never leave me, but i feel like he can go out and find a skinny minny not a jelly belly. I sound silly don't i ??? And i'm sorry for the TMI, but we attempted "the deed" and all i did after was cry, it just didnt feel the same which made me feel even worse. OH is really really supporting and said it was because i want to be back to normal to soon and expecting my body and emotions to go straight back, i know he is right but i cant help but still feel " not me" if you understand. Sorry for the whinging whining post, i'm sure your all reading thinking that i'm being silly but it's really getting me down. How did everyone else feel after having yor babys, is it just me that feels like this???