Got up this morning about 10 ish (I know it's late but I was feeling sorry for myself as I'm currently off work sick with awful backache and can't sleep much! ) Anyway....I went to the loo and I wiped blood! (it was like a browney colour-not fresh) I absolutely pooped myself and flew downstairs to phone the midwife. Long story short, I had to go into hospital, was checked over had to have an internal (to see if they could see any reason I was bleeding) and bloods taken (because I'm rhesus neg) to check the antibodies as I'd lost blood and then had to have an Anti -D injection. (which really hurt!) They didn't know what caused the bleed, apparently sometimes it just happens! I'm so fed up now, after last weeks fiasco I said 'can anything else happen to us?' Obviously I hexed myself!... I wonder what my next instalment of cr*p will be? And what really annoyed me was when I came out of the hospital I overheard this skanky girl talking to what looked like her boyfriend and a friend saying "they won't let take me the baby home.......it's because we're still using" !!!!!!!!!!!! I was fuming!! Obviously this girl and her boyfriend had been taking drugs and had just had a baby.... and here's me been doing everything by the book, eating healthely, don't drink don't smoke, won't even take paracetamol even though my back is killing me and everything seems to be going wrong for me. And there she is, not giving a crap, taking drugs and I bet her baby is fine!! It really makes me mad when people take the p*ss! What kind of life is that poor child going to have? Sorry if I'm ranting but it made me sooo mad! Anyway....let's see what happens to me next?!!