little momma
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hello... i need a rant!
im so fed up of mentioning to people that i'm feeling a little stressed and them going "just wait till the babies born" and laughing at me.
i sudder from really bad anxiety all the time, and i have anxiety attacks quite a lot at the moment. i spend all my time worrying, and i often dont go out because i am so worried about it, or other things that i cant bring myself to deal with talking to other people...
im stressed because i live with my boyfriend or ex boyfriend or whatever he is who has been cheating on me, and generally doing nothing to help with getting ready for the baby, and his alchoholic father... and 4 cats who i dont' like and i'm buying a flat but the transfer date isnt until my due date so i feel a bit in limbo at the moment... and stressed. and... i'm 18 and i'm about to have a baby... and that in its self is scary and stressful. infact the reason i'm so worried and stressed is because i'm having a baby. so... saying "ha! think your stressed? wait till you have a baby!" like i'm a TOTAL idiot... i know all that! thats WHY im anxious and panicy now!!!
aaaaah it makes me so cross... pepople just make it worse when they say that... aaaaaaaaaaargh...
sorry, i really needed a rant. but i'm gona stop now before i burst into tears and hide under the duet for ever.
love xxxx
im so fed up of mentioning to people that i'm feeling a little stressed and them going "just wait till the babies born" and laughing at me.
i sudder from really bad anxiety all the time, and i have anxiety attacks quite a lot at the moment. i spend all my time worrying, and i often dont go out because i am so worried about it, or other things that i cant bring myself to deal with talking to other people...
im stressed because i live with my boyfriend or ex boyfriend or whatever he is who has been cheating on me, and generally doing nothing to help with getting ready for the baby, and his alchoholic father... and 4 cats who i dont' like and i'm buying a flat but the transfer date isnt until my due date so i feel a bit in limbo at the moment... and stressed. and... i'm 18 and i'm about to have a baby... and that in its self is scary and stressful. infact the reason i'm so worried and stressed is because i'm having a baby. so... saying "ha! think your stressed? wait till you have a baby!" like i'm a TOTAL idiot... i know all that! thats WHY im anxious and panicy now!!!
aaaaah it makes me so cross... pepople just make it worse when they say that... aaaaaaaaaaargh...
sorry, i really needed a rant. but i'm gona stop now before i burst into tears and hide under the duet for ever.
love xxxx