gemloulau
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I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be posting in this section but here I am, heartbroken and I don't know how to handle the pain.
My beautiful little darling boy Leo was born sleeping at almost 22 weeks at 8.45pm this Wednesday.
I'd been told at my 20 week scan that I had very low amniotic fluid, too low for Leo to be developing properly. I was referred to a fetal medicine doctor the following week who confirmed that there was now no fluid and we had to make the decision to induce or wait until I miscarried. On Saturday I started going into labour but then it all stopped and I was sent home. On Wednesday my little angel was born - 375g so tiny.
I had a cuddle and said goodbye, he was so tiny and beautiful, just perfect.
The placenta wouldn't detach so at 3.30am I went into surgery. I lost a lot of blood and was kept in until last night.
Now I'm home and I don't know what to do or what to feel I'm broken and empty. It's just not fair. I left my little Leo all alone,
I want to go to sleep and wake up knowing it was all just a really bad dream
My beautiful little darling boy Leo was born sleeping at almost 22 weeks at 8.45pm this Wednesday.
I'd been told at my 20 week scan that I had very low amniotic fluid, too low for Leo to be developing properly. I was referred to a fetal medicine doctor the following week who confirmed that there was now no fluid and we had to make the decision to induce or wait until I miscarried. On Saturday I started going into labour but then it all stopped and I was sent home. On Wednesday my little angel was born - 375g so tiny.
I had a cuddle and said goodbye, he was so tiny and beautiful, just perfect.
The placenta wouldn't detach so at 3.30am I went into surgery. I lost a lot of blood and was kept in until last night.
Now I'm home and I don't know what to do or what to feel I'm broken and empty. It's just not fair. I left my little Leo all alone,
I want to go to sleep and wake up knowing it was all just a really bad dream