hey i am due to go back to work the first week of feb and i am totally dreading being away from braydon the thought of it makes me burst into tears i can imagine braydon first crawling and everything while i am there the thought of missing that stuff is making me feel really depressed
luckily i'm not due to go back until sept when hannah will be one but we have been talking about it and if we can mannage i am not going to return to work, we will have to go without things but it will be worth it.
to say u r so lucky is an understatement i really wish i didnt have to but as Braydons dad aint paying a cent i aint got no choice
