Baby is 11 days old today and I have just now given up breastfeeding. I am so sore from it and every time she needs a feed she has a full blown hour long crying episode before she will latch on. It is so hard to watch and it is breaking me down. I don't want my baby to scream and get that inconsolable all the time all for the sake of my milk. I don't feel like my emotional well-being is manage g with it either as I end up in just as many tears as she is. It is so hard cos I had dreams of everything being different to last time when I couldnt bf and I so wanted to do it for her. I feel like I have totally let her down km everything I didn't get the birth I hoped for didn't get the recovery I hoped for and now not getting the feeding experience I hoped for. I am doing everything wrong and I don't feel like I can do anything right for her. I don't even feel like I have a place now. Feel like I can just leave her dad to it. Cos the only thing she needed me for was feeding.