i'm feeling really unsettled... i couldn't sleep last night cos of worrying about stupid things - things that wouldn't normally bother me. then when i got up this morning, the same things were still on my mind and i couldn't shake the anxiety at all. i ended up bawling on my DH for ages... but then this afternoon i've been out and (despite the fact that i was supposed to be waiting for my maternity leave to do all this) i've bought LOADS of stuff for trog. and even better, its either been on vouchers that MIL gave me, or on my dad's credit card trog now has a travel cot, a bouncer, lots of nappies... i got boring maternity/breast pads, nipple cream, and some nice makeup to put in my hospital bag amongst other stuff. now i've got to attempt to relax for the rest of the day. i'm still feeling a bit tense. but retail therapy rocks!!!!