Okay so I've recently found out I'm pregnant, 6 weeks today.. with my new boyfriend. I have lost 2 previous babies with my ex boyfriend both a year apart both at 8 weeks so I'm totally thinking the worst... .. I've only been with my new boyfriend only 6months I have fallen pregnant while on the pill very fast... he already has 2 kids and doesnt really understand how I'm feeling at the moment, I'm scared, I dont know if i feel ready , I dont really know what I feel at all to be honest. Dont know if I'm happy or think this is way too soon, I cant go through another loss again and I dont think I could abort. Please i need some help and advise.