I am posting this in the hope that some of you tell me I am normal and not utterly mad or paranoid!. I am finally 12 weeks tomorrow, and now I have finally got here I dont feel as relieved as I thought I would. I have been very lucky so far and have not had any complications or spotting etc so I havent had any scans or checks etc as yet. My first scan is booked for the 1st Sept, and I am really really worried that something is going to be wrong or there is going to be no baby at all. I cant even concentrate at work its all I think about, im counting the hours and days. did any of you have these thoughts before you had your 1st scan???