Feeling rather sorry for myself :(

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I'm not sure if this is the right place to put this, but it seems the most appropriate (mods please move if its wrong)

I'm sitting here feeling rather sorry for myself tonight for a multiple of reasons.

Firstly, my ear hurts :( For some reason, when i have a bath, i end up with a horrible bubbily feeling in my ear, so usually opt for a shower. Because i struggle to stand up for any length of time without getting dizzy, on Fri i opted to have a bath at my mum's. Que that nasty feeling in my ear, so yesterday i got the cotton wool buds out and had a little gently clean. Apparently, not gentle enough as i managed to make it bleed a little. Since then, i've come almost deaf in that ear and its still bleeding a tad, so out of hours drs tomorrow! To top it off, it really hurts, every little burp thanks to acid reflux is really painful!

Secondly, i have nasty acid reflux tonight. Its completely my own fault, i've been keeping my omeprazole in my handbag as my OH's brother, whom we live with, takes them off the side table whenever he wants to use that one - we have 3 he could use another - and leaves them on the floor. As we have a rabbit that roams free at times, i prefer to have them away from her. I've been too lazy to bring my bag out the car the last few days, so i haven't taken any. In my infinite wisdom i decided Nandos, chocolate cake and cola were the IDEAL dinner. My poor OH just had to go out to the car to get meds for me, so i'm sat downstairs on here typing this whilst i wait for them to work.

Thirdly, sorry for the long post, i'm so damn frustrated down there! Due to SPD and a total lack of inclination now i'm pregnant, my poor OH hasn't had it in awhile and for me, this has mostly been fine. The last few times we've tried, we've actually given up because i end up in too much pain. But tonight, for some reason, i'm absolutely desperate! I actually woke him up to try and relieve it (sorry tmi) but half way through thanks to pain in my pelvis, ear and the acid reflux, yet again we had to give up. So i'm still seriously frustrated, and whilst he's been really good about it, i can't help feel really bad for him!

I don't how the poor lad puts up with me, he even asked me to marry him last Monday, he must be nuts! Today, he's had to put up with me crying because i'm fat and my stomach looks like a red and white zebra, crying again later because i'm boring (he was bored, and i can't go do anything) and now i've woken him up for some hanky panky only to have to give up and send him to the car for medication!

So, meh... i'm one sad bunny tonight/this morning. Sorry for the really long post
 
Awwww hun it sounds like you're having a rough time :hug:
I hope the doctor can give you some help this morning, make sure you go! :)
xxx
 
Also, My ear has been popping a lot lately, It irritates me so much :cry:
It just happens randomly in the same ear, never the other one.
I can be walking through town shopping when it happens and it makes me so pissed off. xxx
 
Thanks, its always the same ear that i have a problem with too, but it always seems to happen after i've had a nice long soak. I've never had a problem with bleeding though, and i'm one of those people whose terrible for shoving things in there that shouldn't go anywhere near ears! I checked NHS Direct online at the time, and they said go straight to A&E but i figured since its minor bleeding and not even trickling out my ear that it's fine and just a bit batttered. I only know its bleeding still because i've been carefully wiping round (not poking hard or anything) with a cotton bud and theres still fresh blood in there
 
Well I hope the doctor can give you some answers! Bleeding doesn't sound good but if it's not major gushing with blood I think you'll live :lol:

xxx
 
I'm pretty sure i'll live too :lol: I told my OH early who clearly wasn't listening since he said "lots of people must be talking about you then" Before i came back down early he said it wasn't worth ringing the out of hours in the morning, we might as well go to a&e as bleeding from the ear normally means concussion or brain damage. I poked myself in the ear and haven't bashed my head at all, so i'm pretty certain i don't have either of those. But notice he wasn't so concerned that he got out of bed to rush me to a&e, he's gone back to sleep
 
I'm pretty sure i'll live too :lol: I told my OH early who clearly wasn't listening since he said "lots of people must be talking about you then" Before i came back down early he said it wasn't worth ringing the out of hours in the morning, we might as well go to a&e as bleeding from the ear normally means concussion or brain damage. I poked myself in the ear and haven't bashed my head at all, so i'm pretty certain i don't have either of those. But notice he wasn't so concerned that he got out of bed to rush me to a&e, he's gone back to sleep
 

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