xMillie
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I’ve been doing pretty well to stay away from the forum as it helps me to think about the whole ttc thing a whole lot less... but the last few days I’ve felt incredibly down and really lonely. It’s probably just because AF is due any day now.
Is there anyone else still ttc as long as me or am I totally alone on that? I’m sure both mine and my husbands families probably think we either don’t want kids or think we’re having trouble conceiving and that it’s all my fault.. why can’t we just be normal like everyone else. Husband says to not worry about what others think but I can’t help but feel like everyone else thinks I’m a failure and it’s my fault and probably talk about me behind my back about it.
I told hubby last night that AF is due soon and I know we’re not pregnant and he just said he doesn’t know what to say..
And also last night it popped up on Facebook that my 17 year old cousin is pregnant. Last person I expected to see announcing her and her boyfriend of just 6 months are pregnant.. along with a baby scan.. and another person to unfollow. The second cousin I’ve had to unfollow this month.. also again short relationship. How unfair.. I couldn’t even post congrats on either of their announcements. Just chose to ignore them..
Everyone’s getting happy baby scans and next month I get a scan to see if they can see anything wrong with me since periods have been whack.
I’m sure no one knows what to say and I’m only feeling like this because it’s that time of the month again.. but so sick of it.
Is there anyone else still ttc as long as me or am I totally alone on that? I’m sure both mine and my husbands families probably think we either don’t want kids or think we’re having trouble conceiving and that it’s all my fault.. why can’t we just be normal like everyone else. Husband says to not worry about what others think but I can’t help but feel like everyone else thinks I’m a failure and it’s my fault and probably talk about me behind my back about it.
I told hubby last night that AF is due soon and I know we’re not pregnant and he just said he doesn’t know what to say..
And also last night it popped up on Facebook that my 17 year old cousin is pregnant. Last person I expected to see announcing her and her boyfriend of just 6 months are pregnant.. along with a baby scan.. and another person to unfollow. The second cousin I’ve had to unfollow this month.. also again short relationship. How unfair.. I couldn’t even post congrats on either of their announcements. Just chose to ignore them..
Everyone’s getting happy baby scans and next month I get a scan to see if they can see anything wrong with me since periods have been whack.
I’m sure no one knows what to say and I’m only feeling like this because it’s that time of the month again.. but so sick of it.