Feeling jealous!

[sammi7]

Well this should have been my DD but I had a mc in July, my SIL has went into labour tonight and I just can't help feeling so jealous and sad. I shouldn't be feeling like this as my LO will be here on 9 weeks or less but can't get the thought out my head that it should be me. The last few weeks have just felt like a competition with her too. Everything I buy or that anyone buys me, she has to go that little better. Im hoping she has a long labour so that she doesn't give birth today. I know I'm being selfish and childish about this but I can't seem to help it xx

 

[mummy2b19]

Aww sweetie I don't know what to say but didn't want to read and run xx