2 of my best friends are desperatly trying to conceive and have been for the pay 6/7 months, both of them started treatment at the same time as they were having difficulty, theyre going through so much stress and upset each month when they find out they're not pregnant. when i got pregnant i was quite nervous about telling them, because although i knew they'd be alright and they were my friends, i kept thinking to myself that there would probably be slight jealousy, as i wasnt trying and it was quite a shock. they both took it fine but i find it really difficult discussing it with them, its naturally a huge thing in my life at the moment and ive got a scan monday which im excited about and although theyre 2 of my closest friends, i find it really hard getting excited and discussing any of it with them, because i feel really guilty about how hard theyre trying. they havent done anything to make me feel like this really, and i know its just me, but i also know if it was the other way round, id be jealous, so i try and curb any baby talk at all. sorry for the rant, it was just on my mind.