The closer it is to baby arriving the more i'm panicking. Me and OH are having problems (not in our relationship - but because of OH's ex). I feel like the baby is going to have to take a backseat to everything else and i'm really beginning to worry i won't be able to cope with a newborn and all the other things that are going on at the minute. I can't sleep properly, i'm having panic attacks and I can't stop crying. I don't know if it's just partly my hormones as well but i'm really beginning to struggle and feel frightened about having a baby on top of everything. Sorry if none of that makes any sense at all - I'm rambling.