My SIL has just announced she is pregnant. As much as I am trying, I just cant be happy for them at the moment - too busy feeling sorry for myself! They dont know about our journey, and I cant tell them now cos I dont want them to feel awkward around us or think that they cant be happy about their good news because of us They are much younger than us and according to them, have been trying for AGES (4 months or something ). They will be the first to produce a grandchild for my parents, and the first baby in our family since... well..... my brother I think. I am so jealous and frustrated with mother nature Why oh why cant it be me???!!