Hi all,
I'm sorry for such a depressing post, I really can't help it tho immfeeling so depressed. I thought I was doing ok I started a new job which I been throwing myself into and just been on holiday but when I was there literally all I could think about was havin a baby and lying awake at night with the deep fear that it will never happen. I feel so alone I don't have any one to talk to about it, when I try to talk to hubby he just says lets be positive. I'm on my second round of clomid but I actually ovulate any way but my fertility doc said she wanted to try me on it any way.
I don't know if the clomid is making me worse I just bawled non stop for an hour, the kind of crying that makes u feel exhausted after. Everyone thinks, and please don't think im being big headed, that I am really confident happy and got loads of great stuff going on but deep down I'm just constantly sad.
Is any one else feeling like this or have been on clomid and it affected your mood loads? I just need to know I'm not alone just for a bit and if u have any tips on how to be positive I would really appreciate it.
Sorry again for such an utterly depressing post xxx
I'm sorry for such a depressing post, I really can't help it tho immfeeling so depressed. I thought I was doing ok I started a new job which I been throwing myself into and just been on holiday but when I was there literally all I could think about was havin a baby and lying awake at night with the deep fear that it will never happen. I feel so alone I don't have any one to talk to about it, when I try to talk to hubby he just says lets be positive. I'm on my second round of clomid but I actually ovulate any way but my fertility doc said she wanted to try me on it any way.
I don't know if the clomid is making me worse I just bawled non stop for an hour, the kind of crying that makes u feel exhausted after. Everyone thinks, and please don't think im being big headed, that I am really confident happy and got loads of great stuff going on but deep down I'm just constantly sad.
Is any one else feeling like this or have been on clomid and it affected your mood loads? I just need to know I'm not alone just for a bit and if u have any tips on how to be positive I would really appreciate it.
Sorry again for such an utterly depressing post xxx