I know it sounds a bit daft, but both of my best friends are pregnant. One is 22(?) weeks and the other is 12 weeks. I'm extremely happy for both of them but I can't help but feel a little bit jealous. I know that I'm not ready for a kid yet and I know that I don't really want one right now but a small part of me kind of wishes I was. It's sounds horribly selfish, I know. I just needed to get it off my chest.