Beckyb1991
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Having another really down day ... Just today 3 more of my friends announced they were pregnant , I think that's all my friends that have kids or are pregnant apart from one who's a lesbian ... I'm so so upset! Its just not fair!!! One of my friends has even just had twins!! Why does she get two when I can't even have one!!! Lol .... I know I sound like a spoilt child but I'm just getting so upset! Its hard seeing everyone have there babies and getting there bfp! Worst thing is one of my friends just found out she's 18 weeks preganant and she said if she'd found out about it 10 weeks ago she would have got an abortion!! I was so angry we're not speaking atm. Noone but my partner knows we're ttc so I have to pretend I'm not dying inside when I'm being told there news ... I've been off the pill about 8 or 9 months now and nothings happened ... And I know I'm young but this is something I've wanted for years , plus concidering my sister was ttc for 8 years until she had my niece I wanted to get started early, and my doctor agrees! .......... And OMG my mum just rang me as I was typing to tell me my cousin is pregnant ... Had enough now!! Gonna go and dig a hole and hide away now x