Emotional roller coaster

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  1. Gee1240

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    Morning all. I thought I would come here and vent as you will understand how I am feeling. So I found out I was pregnant on 27th of december. On 6th of December I had a small bleed so contacted doctor on Mon. Since then I had first scan where they saw a gestational sack but it was empty and the was a queryif I has miscarried or ectopic. Hcg levels were 10 000. I had a second scan this time there was a yolk but nothing else so had to wait another 12days to have another scan. Had another scan today where they could see a possibly feotal pole but no heart beat. As I type this I am waiting to see a specialist nurse. I feel so lost and don't know how to feel. Will update if I hear anymore. Sorry for the long post
     
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    Sending you lots of love. Hope your ok x
     
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    After trying to hold hope for the last week unfortunately it was just not meant to be. As we speak I have been bleeding on and off since this morning. Spoke uo EPU there is no appointments left until my scheduled one on Friday am which will be to confirm. Its hard but I have to find a way to accept this.
     
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    So sorry gee, do take the time to rest and recover and look after yourself, hopefully your appointment on Friday will give you some solid answers either way xx
     
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    Bleeding is quite common in early pregnancy so try, I know it's hard, but try not to think the worst yet. Be prepared for it but not resigned to it as it's so common to see things like that on early scans.

    Fx for tomorrow for you xx
     
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    Hello my dear. Unfortunately I miscarriedx
     
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    I'm so sorry x
     
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    Thank you all. Looks like things have settled now. Bleeding stopped last week and did a pregnancy test today and it's negative. I feel that was the final closure of this particular chapter.
     
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    Hope you ok and that you have lots of support around you. Praying for a sticky bean for you next time <3
     

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