Hi - I'm not new to the site but didn't want to post under my name because I felt a bit ashamed. I'm happy to be pregnant after having lots of problems with getting this far. But I feel so depressed I can't cope. Some days I even think about terminating the baby, leaving my partner or harming myself. I know mood swings are common in pregnancy but this is beyond mood swings. I have had depression diagnosed for the last 5 years. I was feeling better before the pregnancy and was off meds but now I feel hopeless. What do I do? My poor OH is going through hell with me and I'm scared he will leave me.