Hi moms. I just think I need a little comfort, as I'm completely alone 27 weeks pregnant with my girl - first pregnancy. I moved to another country for my husband and got pregnant here, so I have no family or friends here. My husband and I have a horrible relationship - we almost divorced in the first trimester, second trimester was ok but it has gotten very bad in the last stretch here. He seems to have little interest in her - saying:" if it'd make you happy, we can put her up for adoption" whenever I feel like everything is just too much to cope with. I recently quit my job due to super volatile work conditions - so I'm just here at home alone all day. So lonely. Since I don't work we can hardly afford to feed ourselves, so going out is out of the question. I talked to my doctor, as I was experiencing spouts of suicidal thoughts and was scared - I've never tried anythig while pregnant, but I do have a background of attempts and depression. She suggested medicine, but I've refused to take it out of fear that I'll hurt my baby. I don't have a car, so I can't go to a therapist. I feel so stuck and helpless.