39 Weeks & 1 day
Had the worst nights sleep of my life and SPD really really bad last night & this morning, thought it may just be pressure pain last night but the crunching and clicking in the night told me otherwise
Im in the worst pain i've had so far from SPD, was hoping it would improve as I got closer to due date but I think that was wishful thinking. I cant move my legs at all without excruciating pain going through my body, just went to the toilet and cried every step of the way im in pure agony
I've not used crutches much before because felt too embarassed but I dont think I have much choice at the moment.
I dont see theres much I can do either, the hospital/MW have said if it gets any worse then they will admit me and put me in a wheelchair but I'd much rather be in pain at home than hospital I think so keeping my mouth shut for the moment. Seeing consultant on Tues but have been told by MW that they have a new policy where they will not induce due to SPD before Term+10 as there is no risk to baby only me & they need to get their csection figures down and it increases the risk of csection
so it basically felt it doesnt matter that ur in excruciating pain, their figures are more important!
We'll see on Tues I spose but defo not holding my breath!
No pains as of yet, wish these bloody waters would break or contractions would start properly instead of stupid period pains & BHs!! Anyways, thats my update for the mo. Im stuck in bed and cant move
sorry for the moan, just needed to let it out!
(don't mean to scare you now 
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