I'm not even sure if this is the right place to post this but feel I need to let this out somehow. While 16 weeks pregnant my uncle passed away. My son is 10 months old tomorrow and I still get random waves of overwhelming grief it's like it just hits me he isn't here anymore and it absolutely breaks my heart. I'm so gutted that my son will never meet the person his name is in tribute to. It still doesn't feel real to me at all even though it's been over a year. I've considered speaking to my GP to be referred for bereavement counselling but I don't know if they would consider it's too late or think it's related to post natal hormones. I'm not depressed I know that, I know I'm doing the best I can do for my son and coping well with daily life. I just didn't expect it to still hurt this much. I literally think and speak about my uncle every single day. I cry at least once a week. Is this 'normal'? Should I speak to someone? Sorry for venting but I just needed to offload and I'm home alone since my OH is working away.