Today I am feeling so frustrated! I have been diagnosed with polycystic ovaries. (I refuse to believe it is proper PCOS as I don't have any of the other symptoms) but anyway I have been given clomid and have been waiting for af so that i can start taking it. AF is due any day from now until Monday. I was told that I need to phone up the clinic on CD1 to book some scans (not sure which days) and take clomid from CD2 until 6. I phoned up today as I am sure that AF will come over the weekend and then the clinic won't be open for me to phone. I was hoping i could tentatively book the scans and then confirm on Tuesday. The woman I spoke to was really rude and unhelpful. Initially she was just telling me over and over that i have to take clomid from CD2 (I already knew that!!) Finally she understood what I was asking but then said said that they were fully booked for the rest of May and so I couldn't have the scans and would have to wait until June to start taking it. I cried and cried after that phone call. I understand that they are really busy and can't help it if they have no spaces. I am just so fed of being pushed aside, like nobody in the NHS cares that I am struggling so much with ttc. I already had to wait longer after my abnormal blood tests came back because I listened to a doctor who said I should just keep trying for a few more months. I just don't want to be pushed to the back of the queue anymore. I thought about just taking it on CD 2 anyway and then phoning them on Tuesday and hoping that they will make more of an effort to fit me in, but I am a bit scared that will backfire somehow. Sorry for the long post, I just needed to let it all out!