I love christmas, yet i'm nervous about whether Phill will get her something or suddenly decide he wants to see her. I really dont want his mum to make him get her something and i'm certainly not getting him something from her.
I've been texting him over the past week, the only thing he's interested in is trying to fuck my bum, he never once asked about Tally, i get droping hints, like saying "sorry couldnt tb was busy with Tally" etc yet he still said nothing. I thought he was with someone and Dave knew i was texting him and yesterday he comes out with something about not being able to do this cos he's trying to be better for his GF, like he thought i was going to sleep with him, he's only done this cos he knows i'm engaged to Dave now, he was feeding me rubbish about am i sure i wanna marry him and not doing it cos it's the safe option.
TBH it kinda hurt that this girl has something i obviously didnt that he doesnt wanna cheat on her with about 10 other girls, not to add the fact i was pregnant at the time. He stopped texting back after i while and i know he wont, hes just running away again, and still not caring about his daughter. I've deleted his number from my phone so unless he texts me or i ask his mum there's no way to contact him.
He's seen her 5 times in her 5 months, he's paid nothing towards her, he's never even been alone with her.
Part of me doesnt want xmas to be a time where he suddenly relaises he's a dick and see's her, but will forget about it the week after, but i do kinda want Tally to be wanted by him and for him to show he cares about her, even if it's only a tiny bit
I've been texting him over the past week, the only thing he's interested in is trying to fuck my bum, he never once asked about Tally, i get droping hints, like saying "sorry couldnt tb was busy with Tally" etc yet he still said nothing. I thought he was with someone and Dave knew i was texting him and yesterday he comes out with something about not being able to do this cos he's trying to be better for his GF, like he thought i was going to sleep with him, he's only done this cos he knows i'm engaged to Dave now, he was feeding me rubbish about am i sure i wanna marry him and not doing it cos it's the safe option.
TBH it kinda hurt that this girl has something i obviously didnt that he doesnt wanna cheat on her with about 10 other girls, not to add the fact i was pregnant at the time. He stopped texting back after i while and i know he wont, hes just running away again, and still not caring about his daughter. I've deleted his number from my phone so unless he texts me or i ask his mum there's no way to contact him.
He's seen her 5 times in her 5 months, he's paid nothing towards her, he's never even been alone with her.
Part of me doesnt want xmas to be a time where he suddenly relaises he's a dick and see's her, but will forget about it the week after, but i do kinda want Tally to be wanted by him and for him to show he cares about her, even if it's only a tiny bit
