My heart is completely broken.
I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years now. It has been a very very complicated situation from day one. However we have managed to stay together. Then I recently found out that I was pregnant. This is my second pregnancy with him with the first...he was not happy and basically made me have an abortion. Now it’s happening again and when we initially found out. He immediately was almost ok with it because he just assumed that oh we’re just gonna get another abortion. But when I started to hesitate and question what I should do he got EXTREMELY mad and threatened me that if I keep the baby that he will then leave me take our dog and will have nothing to do with the baby or me. So here I am having to think do I want to have my first child like this as a single mother alone. My mom lives very far away. This isn’t how I saw having my first child also I am 36 and scared is this my last chance at having a baby. So basically I keep the baby and be alone or get the abortion and possibly be with him however I don’t think I want to be with him after this. I’m ripped apart I feel like death please help
I have been with my boyfriend for almost 3 years now. It has been a very very complicated situation from day one. However we have managed to stay together. Then I recently found out that I was pregnant. This is my second pregnancy with him with the first...he was not happy and basically made me have an abortion. Now it’s happening again and when we initially found out. He immediately was almost ok with it because he just assumed that oh we’re just gonna get another abortion. But when I started to hesitate and question what I should do he got EXTREMELY mad and threatened me that if I keep the baby that he will then leave me take our dog and will have nothing to do with the baby or me. So here I am having to think do I want to have my first child like this as a single mother alone. My mom lives very far away. This isn’t how I saw having my first child also I am 36 and scared is this my last chance at having a baby. So basically I keep the baby and be alone or get the abortion and possibly be with him however I don’t think I want to be with him after this. I’m ripped apart I feel like death please help