HeppiBean
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It's so hard... I saw FOB yesterday so that he could see Francesca and after having some time apart all the reasons I fell for him in the first place were evident again. It was actually a really nice day, the 3 of us together even though we were only in town.
I actually miss him so much, and even after everything I still love him and want us to be a family. I'm just scared of what's happening before happening again.
I hate being away from him but I remember what an arse he could be at times as well. Pictures of him keep cropping up on facebook where some of our friends are the same and everytime I see one I can't stop crying.
Even if we're not "together" I want us to be close still, for Francesca's sake mainly but people keep telling me to stay away. I really don't know what to do....
I actually miss him so much, and even after everything I still love him and want us to be a family. I'm just scared of what's happening before happening again.
I hate being away from him but I remember what an arse he could be at times as well. Pictures of him keep cropping up on facebook where some of our friends are the same and everytime I see one I can't stop crying.
Even if we're not "together" I want us to be close still, for Francesca's sake mainly but people keep telling me to stay away. I really don't know what to do....