I feel really sad and I dont know why. I had a nice day shopping for baby things. But now I feel really lonely and sad and I dont know why. I felt fine until I was putting the baby things away and saw all of her little clothes and stuff. Everythings starting to feel really real now, its not that Im not excited and happy to be having her. I guess Im just worried I wont do a good job and she will grow up hating me. Just needed to get it off my chest. I just really dont want to let her down