bleh bfn * update*

[Tabby Twinkles]

I got a bfn 17dpo now. Ah well, cheri's prediction says august and a girl so lol just waiting now lol!

Had THE worst cramps today i mean i couldn't actually move the left side of my womby area was soooooo bad! meeeh poor me lol lolol xx


update: I just went to the loo, blood in my undies and a huge clump, i picked it up and its like nothing ive seen before and the was a like pink white tiny tiny thing attached to it sooo i think it obviously just wasn't to be eh. Bit sad but I reckon thats why I was in agony today and yesterday. c'est la vie x

 

[Snuggle]

Well Cheri predicts conception, finding out or birth month so you might conceive next month or find out you're PG next month yet!

 

[MrsBrightside]

Awwww darling, sending you lots of hugs!!!

 

[HollyHobby]

Chin up tabby - next month xxxxx keep your lovely sense of humour, it's a delight reading your posts

 

[sarah113]

i did'nt get a BFP this time till AF was 4 days late and that was on CB and was only faint

 

[Tabby Twinkles]

Lol thanks guys long post warning lol

I had a bit of a moment in the car to the shops with OH yesterday lol, we sat there for an hour and me crying lol people in sainsbury's must think we are mad!
It's just so annoying it takes so long! Spend years trying not to get pregnant then spend years trying to get pregnant!
And it doesn't help I have THE most fertile sisters they got pregnant on the pill, using condoms and one even got pregnant after taking the morning after pill!

Anyway me and the Oh have agreed if I'm not pregnant by next christmas, we will go for more tests ( only had my thyroid checked and am on meds for that) but seeing as I am petrified of hospitals/doctors lol and if nothing can be done apart from taking medication we will start trying to adopt, probably not from this country though as the chances of getting a baby are so slim. I wouldn't be able to have any operations or IVF so looks like adoption is the only way forward.

So in 15 months if I'm not pregnant, we shall be adopting. My aunt is adopted so I've got really good experiences of it and I would love any child as my own.

I know alot of ladies on here have been trying longer than my measly one year, but its so crushing seeing a bfn even if you tell yourself its too early or I'll try again next month. And stupidly last year I told everyone we were trying now people must assume its me and I'm infertile And I thought with me and OH being so young I'd get pregnant straight away lol how naive but yeh feeling really bleh about it all today.

Sorry for that lol, anyway still got horrendous cramps, mainly down my left side, shooting stabbing pains. Now when I do rarely get period cramp it was always a dull ache. Do you reckon its because i had a month long period in june so my body is sorting its self out?
xxx

 

[MrsH]

Hiya

Tabby - sorry to hear you got BFN

Im the same with hospitals etc so I know how you feel - just relax and try not to get too obsessed (easy said than done). I have moments like that too, I can get upset when I see babies and toddlers and we dont have one! My Hubbies SIL is expecting her second baby which I am really chuffed for them, but I do feel a bit envious sometimes aswell.

Chin up hun

Kate x

 

[Tabby Twinkles]

lol thanks Mrs H, I got some shoes ordered today and I've cheered up lol!
they are too cute for words! red pumps, red bow and peep toe!

Anyway cheri said that next month I will conceive so hoepfully that'll happen! xxx

 

[MrsH]

Tabby,

Oh yes a bit of retail therpy allways cheers me up

Yes you never know, she told me June, so unfortunately she was wrong for me but the Brooke told me I would have a bfp by August, so we shall see!

Kate x

 

[Anna23]

ohhhh poor you, sounds like i felt yesterday i so hope cheri is right for you