I wrote a birth plan thinking the midwives would need it to get an idea of what I wanted. When it came to it, nobody asked to see it, but my midwife did quickly run over what I did and didn't want regarding skin to skin, delayed clamping, breast or bottle, injection for placenta, vit k etc.
I was set on a birth as natural and relaxing as possible (dimmed lights, pool, massage, relaxing music, gas and air if needed).
To start with at home it was fantastic, I managed to sleep through most of the early labour contractions and only woke DH when they started to get unbearable. He offered me food but I felt too sick to eat so he encouraged me to keep hydrated instead. He ran me a nice warm bath where we stayed together relaxing, calmly chatting and timing contractions (they were 3min apart and 40 seconds long from the get go and remained similar until active labour). I took the advantage of the bath to shave, wash, then I got dressed and put a little makeup on to distract myself and emptied my bowels before setting off to hospital once I could no longer speak or move during a contraction. So up until then my labour was going lovely.
Once at hospital/birth Centre I only measured 3cm so I was put in a visitors lounge to see how I progressed. Then it got very busy very quickly and I was basically forgotten about. Labour was progressing quickly so pain was getting horrific and I was finding it hard to cope so started to panic thinking I was still only slightly dilated and that they would send me home. I was also starting to panic about how much worse the pain would get.
After 3 hours labouring on a sofa in unbearable pain with no pain relief or midwife available at all my hubby finally managed to convince a midwife to check me when I started complaining of pressure in my backside and couldn't cope with pain anymore (he was very agitated and angry by this point as I was so distressed, he couldn't get anyone to see me and I wasnt able to even have gas).
She was shocked when she measured me at past 7cm and then rushed off to get another lady out of a room and get me in before delivering.
No pool rooms left so no chance of my water birth, by the time we got in a room I was far past the point of caring about dimmed lights or nice music that we packed, I finally got the gas which was an absolute god send, laid on the bed and DS arrived just 30min later (would have been much quicker but I was trying to desperately hold him in as previously a midwife told me at 8cm you feel like pushing but to avoid it and be checked to make sure fully dilated before pushing. She didn't check me but eventually told me to just push if I felt like it so did and he arrived a few pushes later).
Far from what I had planned but only because they were so busy, I lost my state of relaxation in the panic of not knowing what was going on and not getting a room until last minute.
I did however thankfully get my natural birth with nothing more than gas, I got away with no stitches, we had the delayed clamping, immediate skin to skin, vit k orally and a very healthy, happy and content baby boy. He latched to the breast perfectly right away and we went home the same day.
We joke about it now and say I would have been much better off staying at home, so if we have another baby, if the pregnancy goes well again I will be opting for a home birth to avoid all that panic again. I will look into hypno birthing next time too to help me manage the pain better in active labour. Also as mentioned above, I agreed to the injection for the placenta as I didn't care at the time, but then they started tugging the cord to get placenta when it was clearly still attached and it hurt with each tug and she almost broke off the cord. So next time I will opt for a natural 3rd stage also so it can be delivered as nature intended without the unnecessary pain.
Birth plans are handy even if it's just to help you realise what you would and wold not like. Just of course keep an open mind incase things change and you have to go along with the safest option for you and baby at that moment