Well I had a chemical pregnancy back in October and been ttc since then. Started spotting on Sunday and thought it was the start of af but when nothing came of it (more spotting but no more than a staining) and my temps were still high I decided to take a test on Tuesday morning and got a bfp 1-2 weeks on a digi. I was not too hopeful due to the continued spotting but I did another test (FRER) in the afternoon and bfp. Wednesday morning did another FRER and stronger line so I felt a bit better but I was still spotting although it was getting lighter in colour. I felt funny yesterday, had what I can only describe as an itchy feeling inside my uterus- it wasn't pain so much as discomfort. I woke up at about 2am in a hot sweat and desperate for a pee so I decided to do my last digi to see if things were progressing but I was gutted to see a bfn. I cried, went downstairs, cried some more and wondered why the hell my body can't sustain a pregnancy past 17dpo. I did another test this afternoon- FRER really, really faint line but could easily be evap. Either way hcg is obviously fast disappearing. The few symptoms I have this early on are still here and I haven't had any bleeding yet. The spotting stopped completely on Wednesday. I'm just waiting to bleed now, to be honest I just want this over with. I feel so crap, like I failed again. Last time I was 5 weeks pregnant 17 dpo this time I'm 4 weeks 3 days but again 17dpo- something seems to be stopping my pregnancies from implanting properly. My mum said not to test early which pissed me off- I tested the day I was due af and the day after and to be honest I'd rather know that I had lost a pregnancy so I can maybe get some help than carry on ttc and believing I can't get pregnant. Does that make sense? Sorry for the long post, I just feel so down.