Amy0801
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Hi ladies
Well AF isn't due until Wednesday next week but last night I just thought what the hell and used my last first response not thinking we were in with a chance as we only DTD 3 times this cycle and within seconds a second line showed up!! I am in complete shock! It has been 6 years since I had my first baby so this feels very strange and it still hasn't sunk in! I am feeling very scared at the moment. My little girl has autism and today has been a particularly difficult day and after not getting much sleep last night all day I have just though "oh god..how will I cope with 2!" It sounds silly but when we discussed the idea of having another it all sounds great until it actually happens and then the doubt creeps in! I had a chemical pregnancy at the beginning if December which was very difficult but at the time I was under a lot of stress and suffer with anxiety but I told myself when I get fall pregnant again I will be happy and enjoy it but I feel myself slipping back again Sorry for the rant xx
Well AF isn't due until Wednesday next week but last night I just thought what the hell and used my last first response not thinking we were in with a chance as we only DTD 3 times this cycle and within seconds a second line showed up!! I am in complete shock! It has been 6 years since I had my first baby so this feels very strange and it still hasn't sunk in! I am feeling very scared at the moment. My little girl has autism and today has been a particularly difficult day and after not getting much sleep last night all day I have just though "oh god..how will I cope with 2!" It sounds silly but when we discussed the idea of having another it all sounds great until it actually happens and then the doubt creeps in! I had a chemical pregnancy at the beginning if December which was very difficult but at the time I was under a lot of stress and suffer with anxiety but I told myself when I get fall pregnant again I will be happy and enjoy it but I feel myself slipping back again Sorry for the rant xx