I can't beleive I'm back again. I had my first miscarriage in June and have just suffered my second 
We had been ttc for the last couple of months but had decided to give it a break until March so this pregnancy came as a complete shock as we had stopped trying. I only found out after experiencing pain and bleeding on tuesday night. I spent the night in hospital with a suspected ectopic but I found out yesterday that it was a miscarriage. I have such mixed emotions at the moment, so relieved it wasn't ectopic and I didn't need surgery but still in shock and so sad 
Even though this one wasn't as painful as the last phsically, mentally it is no easier and I am feeling so drained and ill again. I'm just trying to focus on my little man and look forward to Christmas for his sake. I keep praying that one day I will have a bump again.
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We had been ttc for the last couple of months but had decided to give it a break until March so this pregnancy came as a complete shock as we had stopped trying. I only found out after experiencing pain and bleeding on tuesday night. I spent the night in hospital with a suspected ectopic but I found out yesterday that it was a miscarriage. I have such mixed emotions at the moment, so relieved it wasn't ectopic and I didn't need surgery but still in shock and so sad Even though this one wasn't as painful as the last phsically, mentally it is no easier and I am feeling so drained and ill again. I'm just trying to focus on my little man and look forward to Christmas for his sake. I keep praying that one day I will have a bump again. x
