Arghhh anything else

[Lilmisshopeful]

So after bad news then getting good news and thinking maybe it's gonna be ok to then thinking oh no something's wrong I must be flipping psychic. The doc called me what instantly put me in a panic. He heard from the consultant blood doc whatever you call them and he says my pregnancy levels look fine but my blood isn't looking very receptive to a baby and he now also thinks my baby won't make it. I start daily injections tomorrow to thin my blood. So confused again I really don't know how much more I can take x

 

[Sophie_P]

Oh no! How confusing for you! I really hope things turn out okay in the end hun. I'm sure you have a little fighter xx

 

[Lilmisshopeful]

Thanks. It's deffo a fighter to have got this far already but the odds are stacked against it. My head is just spinning with different doctors saying different things. I knew my blood was dodgy but it's the first time anyone has ever said it could cause me to lose it. I'm close to breaking point I dunno if I'm gonna make it let alone the baby. Got midwife tomorrow hopefully she can shed some light. I tend to go more with her than the docs as it's her field kinda thing. Got an ECG in the morning that should be fun being as wound up as I am x

 

[clareybell]

Aww no I can't imagine how much you must be worrying now - just try your best to stay calm and take it a step at a time - when is your scan? X

 

[purple_pianos]

Try and stay calm and hope everything goes ok xx

 

[Lilmisshopeful]

My scan is on the 28th seems ages away. I know the injections help but Im worried the damage has been done. Got midwife tomorrow going to ask if she can get me my scan earlier I need the placenta checking or I'm never going to relax x

 

[hayes]

Im sorry to hear this hun, really hoping mw will be able to help shed sum more light on it for you and help put ur mind at ease.

Michelle. x

 

[Mummy2toddler]

Oh gosh you don't have much good news do you sorry to hear this your baby is definitely a fighter. Hope you get some answers today x

 

[lozzalozza]

Poor you, hope everything goes ok x

 

[Lilmisshopeful]

Woke up this morning filled with dread. Any feelings of hope are long gone. Havnt been sick this morning and for me that's unheard of and also the first sign I had last time that my twins had died. I honestly can't muster any ounce of hope I feel like I already know what I'm going to be told even tho I don't. Never wanted to be sick so much in my life. I know I've got to be at the doctors at 9:50 but I've showered and got back in bed. I just want to curl up and stay here. It's such a horrible feeling. I'm not sure I can cope with a 7th lost baby. Everyone says hey you don't know fx ect but I've had this feeling before and was right. I don't feel pregnant anymore and filled with a dread that I just know something is wrong. Wish I could just go to sleep and wake up with it over one way or another it's killing me all this. I try smiling for the oh and acting hopeful buy inside I'm dying x

 

[Milly76]

Oh Lady! I hope you made it to the docs - wow, this is so much for you to process and deal with - I hope the injections to the job and save your little bean.

Hope OH is propping you up too!

Thinking of you - let us know how you get on!

xxx

 

[Holly1991]

Thinking of you, and sending lots of positive vibes your way.
Keep us all updated xxx

 

[mrssmith2011]

I hope that you managed to get to the dr's and I hope and pray he has good news for you. Sending you positive thoughts xxxxx

 

[Sophie_P]

Keep us updated xx

 

[Mummy2toddler]

How did your doctors appointment go? Xxx

 

[Lilmisshopeful]

Ok so I talked some sense into myself well actually the other half did and made me go to the midwife. She said I'm driving myself mad with worry and that I need to calm down just cos my last 12 week scan was a nightmare it don't mean this one will be. She reminded me my levels are good and that having blood that clots is not the end of the world and the injections can't do any harm only good. She did call the hospital and get then to make me an appointment with the consultant ASAP as with so much going on I'm getting all confused. So I have an appointment on the 8th July with him and he works closely with the blood specialist. She said I need my scan and to see him and they will make an action plan. I know it's all fear cos what happened before but I just can't believe someone can have so many things going wrong and baby still be ok. Gonna be a long 8 days till my scan. Thank you all so much dunno what I'd do without you x