I am constantly waiting for AF to show up, but then kind of hoping she won't at the same time! Even though I know deep down that I am not pregnant every cycle I still kind of hope until af shows up.
This month I really want AF to show up so I can start clomid. I am CD30 now (usually 28 to 32), so it should be any day now. Waiting is the worst bit and I am the most impatient person ever. I have been trying for over 2 years now so I think the world is trying to teach me patience.
I am sure everything will work out for you. And you never know if this could be your cycle. Your not out until AF shows!