Robbda
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I'm 35 and I've been with my BF a year. We were on the same page about wanting kids and moving in together until Wednesday.
I thought I was being prudent by having a private fertility check to see where I was, my mum was 45 when she hit menopause but I desperately want children and I just hadn't met the right man until now, I thought I could freeze some eggs to buy more time as we have only been together a year and he is still in the throws of separating from a previous relationship (no children but getting messy over property and his ex doesn't want to let go)
on Wednesday I was told I have an AMH of 2.6 a follicle count of 4 and abnormally small ovaries (in fact he didn't seem to be able to find my left one at all) he advised me if I wanted a baby of my own as I was heading towards menopause I should do it sooner rather than later.. having heard this several times in the appointment I pushed the Dr and asked whether he was saying to start trying within a year and his response was "no, if you want to try and have a baby of your own speak to your partner tonight"
he then followed up with "if you start having night sweats call us and we will get you on HRT straight away try and keep your periods going and prevent your uterus shrinking further and then you may be able to carry a doner egg"
I asked if they would freeze what I did have and he said no because the chances of me falling pregnant with my own frozen eggs were too low
i feel Numb motherhood is the only want I've ever had of life
is there anyone that has experienced the same? how have you got through it? what did you say to you partner? I'm devastated, I love my bf and I hoped for everything with him but I just don't think he is ready yet,he hasn't said that and he has asked for time to think but I don't feel like I can put this pressure on him, he is being supportive but I can't help feeling like I'm putting on him my heads such a mess.
When I told him I was booking these tests he misunderstood and thought I was saying I wanted a baby now (ironically) and was saying he didn't think our relationship was in a place to start contemplating babies and now he is saying he hasn't said no, he needs to think, he's feelings bout me haven't changed hes just been told his timeline has, he stupidly thought he had forever... but I'm worried he is such a nice guy he is saying what he feels he should rather than what he feels
Should I get a second opinion? I have read people with lower AMH have managed to fall pregnant so has the clinic just been over negative because they didn't want me to effect the success rate? has anyone had these results and is going through IUI or IVF now? has anyone been in this position and decided to go for it? I just feel like I've been hit by a ten ton truck
sorry so many questions I feel like they have given me a window of opportunity but I'm just so confused about the right thing to do
I thought I was being prudent by having a private fertility check to see where I was, my mum was 45 when she hit menopause but I desperately want children and I just hadn't met the right man until now, I thought I could freeze some eggs to buy more time as we have only been together a year and he is still in the throws of separating from a previous relationship (no children but getting messy over property and his ex doesn't want to let go)
on Wednesday I was told I have an AMH of 2.6 a follicle count of 4 and abnormally small ovaries (in fact he didn't seem to be able to find my left one at all) he advised me if I wanted a baby of my own as I was heading towards menopause I should do it sooner rather than later.. having heard this several times in the appointment I pushed the Dr and asked whether he was saying to start trying within a year and his response was "no, if you want to try and have a baby of your own speak to your partner tonight"
he then followed up with "if you start having night sweats call us and we will get you on HRT straight away try and keep your periods going and prevent your uterus shrinking further and then you may be able to carry a doner egg"
I asked if they would freeze what I did have and he said no because the chances of me falling pregnant with my own frozen eggs were too low
i feel Numb motherhood is the only want I've ever had of life
is there anyone that has experienced the same? how have you got through it? what did you say to you partner? I'm devastated, I love my bf and I hoped for everything with him but I just don't think he is ready yet,he hasn't said that and he has asked for time to think but I don't feel like I can put this pressure on him, he is being supportive but I can't help feeling like I'm putting on him my heads such a mess.
When I told him I was booking these tests he misunderstood and thought I was saying I wanted a baby now (ironically) and was saying he didn't think our relationship was in a place to start contemplating babies and now he is saying he hasn't said no, he needs to think, he's feelings bout me haven't changed hes just been told his timeline has, he stupidly thought he had forever... but I'm worried he is such a nice guy he is saying what he feels he should rather than what he feels
Should I get a second opinion? I have read people with lower AMH have managed to fall pregnant so has the clinic just been over negative because they didn't want me to effect the success rate? has anyone had these results and is going through IUI or IVF now? has anyone been in this position and decided to go for it? I just feel like I've been hit by a ten ton truck
sorry so many questions I feel like they have given me a window of opportunity but I'm just so confused about the right thing to do
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