I am 9 weeks pregnant after having a miscarriage January 14, 2005 at 6 1/2 weeks. I had a very difficult time with accepting the fact that I lost my baby and did not want to wait to conceive again as soon as possible. As you can see it worked. My father unexpectedly passed away on my birthday in 2003 and since that time began experiencing anxiety attacks. For quick relief I was given Xanax and to level me out I was taking 10mg of Lexapro every morning. As soon as I found out I was pregnant in late December I quit taking both prescriptions. In the last two weeks I have been SUFFERING with anxiety attacks and don't know what to do. I have taken a half of a xanax .5 mg (the lowest dosage) on 6 different occasions and am so scared I am hurting my baby. I cannot live with this anxiety and no medication for the next 7 months. Does anyone have any advise for me? My husband and I want this baby so so so much and yet in the back of my mind I wish I would miscarry again. Someone please help me.