Annoyed with myself

[TeeUK]

I am really trying to come to terms with what has happened but I can't help going into tri2 and reading up on all the ladies....while I am so happy for them when they feel baby moving or see bubs on 20 week scan I can't help feeling so sad and jealous...then guilty for feeling that way.

My 20 week scan was supposed to be on valentines day and we were going to have such a lovely day....now it will be so very sad....

 

[netty]

hun dont feel bad its natural to fel that way, only the other day i was in tri3 looking at the rollcall for marchs babys and noticed noone had the 13th march....that should have been me in there dont feel guilty for any feelings u get sweets honestly. I lost my bubs at 14 weeks in sept and i still get jealous now over BFP's and peoples bumps!

 

[SmallPurpleCat]

Hugs xx

 

[Sunbeam638]

Oh hun sending you a big I'm really sorry your going through this. It's natural what your feeling. It's just giving yourself time to grieve and looking after yourself Xxx

 

[MrsL84]

Tee, it's natural to feel this way, talking from experience. My little girl was stillborn at 5 1/2 months in September, and I feel exactly the same as you, some days are harder than others. Take it day at a time and allow yourself to feel however you need xx

 

[mishi]

Honey of course you feel like this, it's only natural and don't feel guilty about it xx