I would have been 12 weeks today but Started to have some brown discharge Monday night and went to a and e eventually got sent home....had a scan booked at the early pregnancy unit for the next morning at which I started to have some red bleeding .....not feeling hopeful at this point .....we had a scan at 7 weeks to see if baby was in the correct place due to a previous ectopic at this point I was so nervous due to miscarrying 2months before falling pregnant with this baby and saw a strong beating heart.....had my scan at epu yesterday and found out baby had passed away at 8 1/2 weeks felt like my heart had been ripped out my poor little Christmas miracle once again had given me hope that I had made it to 12 weeks to be kicked back down again .....so yesterday I passed the baby Couldn't believe what I was holding in my hand seeing the tiny little fingers! Was admitted to hospital last night due to losing to much blood but now I'm safely at home after a whirlwind of the last few days .....the hospital were so lovely and every word they said I truly felt touched ....we decided to have baby cremated with all the other Angel babies xx