Well I feel as though Ive just been hit by yet another huge sledgehammer and caught me so off gaurd. I cant actually stop crying and I was trying so hatd to stay positive. Basically got the phone call today with my 28 day blood results. Fully expecting and prepared for them to be negative for ovulation. Was then prepared for getting told it was an upped dose of clomid to 150mg hoping it would be before Christmas to be swept completely off my feet with the decision that they dont think the upped dose will work. Going to try something called lacrozy or something but not expecting much from that either. Next step a referral for injections to bring on ovulation at a different hospital and the minimum waiting list there is 18 months but most likely 2 years. I started crying and havent stopped. I cant come to terms with this . 2 years? Ive been trying for 2 and a half and waiting to ovulate for nearly a year after my mc. I have no answers as to why my body has just shut down? Why did I get pregnant then all stop. I cant afford private so Im just expected to live with a huge chunk of my heart hurting and feeling like Ive been shot every time I hear a pregnancy announcement! How is this fair ? Honestly Im so upset!