I have had a really bad couple of days and just wanna cry my eyes out! wot happened is .... and sorry for making this so long!! me and my mum are like best friends and are forever messing around her calling me a cow and me calling her a dog. well yesturday was no different we were having our usual mess around. after tea she went to get desert and and Gen (our dog) went to sit on her chair so i sed messing around hello mum and then sed Gen can u get down please (like u would) then 10 mins l8er mum came flying in, in a rite mood and started having a rite go at me saying that she is forever looking after B (i do 99% of things for B) and i take libertys and always asking her to take B which i have done 3 times and the rest she has volventeered for, so i decided it would be better to get out of her hair for a while for her to calm down so i sorted B out for bed and put him down! well this mornin i got up and ready for work ( i work with my mum) and wen i got there i had to give her two messages from my dad and aunt and i expected her to be in a good mood and forgotten about last nite but how wroung could i have bin i went in and said "morning mum u alrite can u ring dad and my aunt" and she just grunted so i thought ok then shell calm, down later, so i went back later asking her wot she wanted for dinner and she wouldnt tlk to me - and she wasnt busy as she was messing round with other people even sed to 1 ur gr8 wish u were my daughter right infornt of me then tonite wen i got home she would walk out the room if i walked in refused to tlk to me etc i was really upset i tried talking to her and apologising if i had upset her last nite but she just told me to go away!! so i went and sat in my room and gave B a bottle and he started to kinda choke so i patted his back like id been told to do and was calling mum frantikly and then B started to go blue and i was getting really upset so i was shouting really loud then he through up and was ok and he was starting to calm down " wen mum came up and sed wot the f*ck u shouting about' by this time i was hysterical and petrified, and wen i sed to mum wot had just happened she sed his ok now and nothing i could have done that you hadnt which didnt help as at that time i thought i needed u i really did, she is now only just tlking to me and i am so upset it feels like noone in my family cares how i feel and if it wasnt for B and me needing so much for him i think i would ave moved out i am so upset my lil boy nearly choked to death and it was a case of "his ok dont be silly"